Pivot

Then you pivot, and do something that seemed unimaginable a scant month ago, and the world seems a little more askew, whilst your way forward seems that much more clearer. I guess none of this was meant to be easy. When they took that damned fruit, we all paid didn't we?

Still, there's a dogged certitude that hangs off you, with a stink all its own, and you try to temper it with prayer and supplication, but then God only gives you more and more of a ln insight into the way forward, further, higher.

Perhaps that's when you question your efficacy, your bravado. When our Lord says: now this, and you can barely believe it could work, but He knows. He knows. And we ponder it all, in the depths of our being - as best we can.